Hello my cheeky monkey, im thinking of you today as i do everyday, its christmas eve, i wish you were here with your mummy & family, having a childrens christmas party, i like doing that christmas eve, getting dressed up as mummy santa, playing games..You would be such a big boy now, 18 months old, getting excited about all your presents, i would have your daddy dressing up as santa, i miss all that, but most of all i miss & love you millions, beyond belief, i just love you so much Christopher Gabriel, big kisses to heaven, i will write to you in the morning..Your ever loving mummy x x x x x x x x x x x x