Hello my beautiful boy, mummy has some news for you, but im sure in heaven you already know what it is..i just wish you were here to see your little brother/sister, but im sure you'll be looking down on us with your big blue eyes & your smile that lit up the whole room..i love you Christopher Gabriel millions, if we have a boy we are calling him Gabriel after you, i keep wondering if he/she will look like you, i hope so, i just wish you were here so much, id be waking you up Christmas morning to open all your presents, it would be good fun if we could have done that..I think about you all the time, thinking when i was having you, wondering what you'd look like, you were amazing, you were perfect & i will always love you & miss you, you will always be a big brother, im going to tell this baby all about you..I have put a tree up for you, all in blue like i said i would, i bought a blue decoration & put your picture in it, so every year, i can put it on the tree, its beautiful, just like you..goodnight my cheeky monkey, big big kisses to heaven..love your mummy x x x x x x x x x x x x