To my gorgeous amazing baby Christopher Gabriel, today is the 4th anniversary of you leaving us, another awful day remembering the emptiness and sadness that terrible morning, you did not deserve that my darling, i wish it would have been me rather than you..i love you beyond belief and miss you just as much, all my love my brave soldier and big kisses to heaven, from your loving mummy x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x