Hello our beautiful darling, a big merry christmas to you in heaven, wishing you were here, i was only saying to daddy this morning how you would have been opening all Gabriel's presents because he is so tiny yet & how much fun it would have been..We love you so much sweetheart & as i always say, words cannot describe what we feel of your loss, our loss, its horrible, we feel that you were cheated of such a happy life with us, because you coming along made everything just perfect, you didn't know that but you made things just right, we had everything with you, having your brother has helped in the way that we can enjoy certain times again, like today was really nice, we opened Gabriel's presents, then we it your candle, that was really sad, because we will always imagine you being here & being his big brother..mummy really lost the will to live baby when you left, & i cannot believe we have come this far & got your brother aswell, i know he was sent from you, i know this sounds daft, but every milestone with him has been the same, its been like having you all over again, you both looked so different when you were born but your baby brother is so much like you now, he's got your cheeks, smile & is just as beautiful, i know you will be happy for us in heaven, but i still just want you here as much, we love you so much Christopher Gabriel, words cannot describe..Goodnight my cheeky monkey & daddys sunshine boy, love you forever x x x x x x x x x x x x