Deanna 18th August 2009

Hello my beautiful boy, Mummy is thinking of you ever so much as usual & loving & missing you as always..We have had your baby brother on the 5th August & we have called him Gabriel Michael after you & your Daddy, he is so much like you, i sit & look at him & all i can see is you, sometimes its wonderful & other times i feel so sad, its like going through the milestones with you all over again & i feel scared, i know i shouldn't, i know you will be watching over him & giving him kisses & loves...it just hurts, wishing you were here & playing & being so happy, we love you Christopher & i promise a day or night does not go by without thinking of you & missing you.Your brother has your nose & the dimple underneath it, your mouth, almost everything, he's not quite as rounded yet but he will be soon, we will tell him all about you when he's old enough to understand & tell him how amazing you are..Big Big Kisses to heaven, love you forever & forever in my heart & thoughts, love Mummy x x x x x x x x x x x x x x