Millions of thoughts & wishing you were here as always, mummy loves you ever so much Christopher Gabriel, its so hard without you my beautiful baby, i just wish i could see your beautiful face again, with your big cheeks,(which everyone commented on) & the most beautiful piercing blue eyes, they were amazing,. I remember you falling asleep, then you would peek at me with one eye to make sure i was still there, you were so funny, i couldn't stop kissing you and never wanted to. Time isnt a healer, time is what controls life, and i will always look forward to the day i can hold you, kiss you, cuddle you and never let you go. Godbless my cheeky monkey, catch mummys kisses to heaven, they will never stop coming..Goodnight godbless my brave soldier x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x