My beautiful boy, i cannot describe how i feel, thinking of this day 5 years ago, all i know is that i love you & miss you & your Daddy, Brother & Sister have lost out on so much not having you & me too, i miss our cuddles & singing 'you are my sunshine' it was like yesterday, sometimes i think Daddy doesn't think like i do because he never says much & it upsets mummy, but he's a brave Daddy & i guess its a man thing, but i somehow just want to get across how much i love you & i love you so much Christopher, i just wish you were home again my baby x x x x x