We remember lots of thoughts Christopher, some not nice, like leaving the hospital that awful day, not having our beautiful boy anymore, no one to hold, love, cuddle & adore,opening the cd player to find your favourite cd still in, finding your socks behind the dryer & looking at the washing machine praying your mitts & socks would be stuck in the rim as always, waking up in the morning wondering why you weren't crying for your bottle, sitting on mummys knee & giving me a huge huge smile when i called you a cheeky monkey or beautiful boy, wishing i could say those words again & how we wish it could be like that again..Then we have our memories of how lucky we were when you were born, & how we heard your first cry (mummy & daddy both cried at that) the sound was relief & amazing, that you were finally born & perfect & you were...You were the most amazing baby, big blue eyes, like we had never seen, suckling on your thumb, you were ours to keep forever & forever you will stay our beautiful boy...Love you more than life Christopher, your ever ever loving & devoted mummy & daddy. Godbless our precious darling x x x x x x