Much love to all the family xxx

My beautiful boy, i cannot describe how i feel, thinking of this day 5 years ago, all i know is that i love you & miss you & your Daddy, Brother & Sister have lost out on so much not having you & me too, i miss our cuddles & singing 'you are my sunshine' it was like yesterday, sometimes i think Daddy doesn't think like i do because he never says much & it upsets mummy, but he's a brave Daddy & i guess its a man thing, but i somehow just want to get across how much i love you & i love you so much Christopher, i just wish you were home again my baby x x x x x

Good morning our amazing son, wishing you a merry christmas in heaven & thinking what it would be like again today watching you opening all your presents with Gabriel, that would be just perfect, like you x x x we miss you sweetie more than anything, if we could have just one wish it would be to see you here again, being loved & cuddled & watch you playing with your brother. It isnt just times like this that are hard, its hard all the time without you baby, you were the best that ever happened to me & daddy & made us who we are today, we love you so much Christopher, i hope you catch these kisses in heaven because we send miilions..thinking of you always, Mummy, Daddy & Gabriel x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x